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amanda, sorry i haven't called in like four days, or maybe a week.
greg, sorry i couldn't pay for your car right away, and ended up shining it on cause i dont have very much money and think my needs are more important than your car. i should have just given you the money and let you do it your way.
teddy, i really am sorry you are out of the band and hope that it has no effect on if you like me or not, cause i think you are an awesome guy and it's just band stuff that ever makes me get mad at you.
jedd, sorry i dont call you that much, and act like i care a whole fuckload when you come back. it makes me feel like everyone else who hugs you when you come back, but they never really knew you before you left. i really do like you though, and miss you very much, but you'd think i could actually call more.
Deann, sorry i haven't been calling you this summer very often.
Carly, sorry for every time i ever poked fun at sam for him not touching your boobs
Noah, sorry i haven't called you very much this summer.
Caroline, sorry i honked at your house a few times. in the middle of the night.
Katie, i have pretty much been avoiding your crowd, but that doesn't mean you aren't awesome. but still, sorry i haven't called much at all.
Andrea, sorry i wanted to be with you and kissed amanda instead because i didn't believe you at all.
Toshi, sorry i just started hanging out with you like you haven't existed for a year or so.
Ashley, sorry i haven't called you, you are so cool.
Garrett, best pal of best pals, i haven't hung out with you nearly as much as i used to, it may be because at first i didn't get why you are starting to act like everything you used to hate and caring about things you used to argue me out of caring about, and i also didn't get why suddenly my sense of humor was so much different than yours, or why things i might enjoy doing are a waste of time. but i'm sorry because i should know with such an old friend that stuff changes and i'm sorry i dont hang with you cause i think you are too into sports, or not into music like you used to be, or not the same person in my eyes.
Lauren, i'm sorry i can't hang nearly as much as hang, or be what you want me to be to you, it's just not the way i feel, and i'm sorry i was such a dick when you went out with byron.
Max, sorry i thought you were stupid, or called you retarded infront of you as a joke, it's not funny cause i actually think you are really smart.(now)
Ken, sorry if i ever made fun of sasha
Sam, sorry i ever didn't respect you or even try to listen to what you were saying when i first knew you.
Tracy, sorry i didn't call you back for like three weeks.


this is the gayest of all livejournal entries ever. but it's definately just because i realized i always bitch, and everyone always bitches at everyone. but i probably dont know half the stuff i do to people, that they dislike. but this stuff is stuff i feel really shitty about, that i do, that i know why it's shitty to do, but for some reason, it'll happen. sometimes i dont try to, or sometimes i just think it doesn't matter, or sometimes i might think it's ok. either way sorry to anyone i didn't say sorry to, or to anyone who feels like i should be sorry for something else i did to them, that might just be something i dont even know i'm doing to someone.